The devastated father of murder victim Anni Dewani says he is determined to attend the trial of her husband Shrien in South Africa even though he knows hearing about his daughter's death will be "torture". Vinod Hindocha and his wife Nilam say even though they dread hearing details of their daughter's last moments, nothing can be worse than not knowing if her husband is a cold-hearted man who plotted to kill her on her honeymoon, a coward who left her behind with two killers as she begged for her life or a misunderstood Prince Charming. The family broke their silence to speak of their four-year ordeal ahead of the long awaited trial which starts on October 6 and is expected to last two months. Dewani faces charges that he arranged for a gunman to kill Anni, 28, in Cape Town in November 2010,two weeks after their lavish £200,000 wedding in Mumbai, India. Vinod, 65, told the Daily Mirror that he knows it will be difficult because he struggled in court as the 34-year-old Bristol businessman battled extradition to South Africa. But he says the family have waited a long time for answers to their questions and Anni's soul will not rest in peace until she gets justice. "When they are describing what happened, it is as if she was a piece of something, not a person. It is so painful to listen to," he told the Mirror. "Once we could not bear to hear what was being said, we had to walk out. "How could he have just left her behind with her killers in the car? In her final moments, she begged them: 'please don't kill us'. She was asking them to save them both, not just her life, which was typical of her. "Yet he had left behind his new bride, his wife, the most precious person in the world to him, with two men. Why would you do that? Because you believe your own life is worth more? "If this was a real robbery, why did he not simply offer them more? She was trying to hide her £15,000 ring. He could have said 'look, take this'." Dewani is accused of arranging the hit in Cape Town because he did not dare tell his traditional Hindu family he was gay. He denies the allegations. Her father has vowed to be in court every day even though the details will haunt him to his grave. He said: "This trial will be torture. We have gone through so much. I just hope we get closure and answers we have been looking for, for so many years. "I have been touched by the love people have for Anni. She is truly my daughter but also a daughter of the world. "Many people lose their lives in tragic circumstances every day. But it seems that people have been really moved by her death and remember her, refusing to let her memory die. That has helped us a lot." The family say even though Anni left home at 18, they spoke to her on the phone every day and her bedroom in Sweden still remains exactly as it was in her when she was a teenager. Her mother Nilam – in remission from cancer after radiotherapy – goes in every day to speak to her daughter and is waiting to find out if she will be fit enough for the 13-hour, 6,000 mile journey to South Africa for the case. Devout Hindu Nilam, 62, remembers her daughter as beautiful, generous and talented daughter and said: "Whenever she came, she would light up our house. She was like a magnet for people coming to visit, including her six cousins. "She loved life and her friends and was always talking about them." The family have not been in touch with the Dewani family since Shrien was accused of plotting her death but Nilam said: "Shrien rang me the day before my birthday – two weeks after she died – and said to me: 'You know if I go to South Africa, I won't come back'. It seemed strange but at that time we were not aware of evidence we now know." Gunman Xolile Mngeni was sentenced to life in prison after being convicted of Anni's murder in 2012. Another man, Mziwamadoda Qwabe and the taxi's driver Zola Tongo, admitted being involved but they got lighter sentences in return for testimony against Mngeni and Dewani. After a long extradition battle the trial cannot come soon enough for Anni's family. Sister Ami Denborg, 37, says she now wishes she had made Anni call off the wedding after hearing of Dewani's controlling behaviour.
Ami, 37, told the Mirror: "I am going to listen and see everything even if they show pictures of Anni's body like they did in the Pistorius case. I know it is going to be painful. "I still watch the wedding video and enjoy seeing Anni dancing. But I have edited out Shrien. It reflects how we feel inside, just darkness."